So, as I have no time anymore to actually post, I figured I would jump on the RTT bandwagon. This could get scary...
*Work fulltime + school fulltime? Maybe not my best idea ever. At least I'm getting SMRT.
*If you ever have to go somewhere and be respectable and serious, it is either the worst idea ever or the best to take someone who you know will make you laugh with her snarky comments.
*Pajama pants at a courthouse? Maybe not the best way to appear as if you are taking your situation seriously.
*I am very sick of making charts. I still love my job, but I'm getting burned out. This may be partly due to random thought #1.
*I met someone.
*I am very sad that I have another full week before there's a new episode of Glee. This long without seeing/hearing my boyfriends? So sad. At least I have most of the songs downloaded so I can get my fix in.
*If I win the lottery tonight, it will be bittersweet. Don't get me wrong, I'll appreciate it greatly, but because of my current situation I wouldn't be able to do all the fun things I'd want to. If it does happen, however, you can rest assured that at some point, the insanity would ensue.
*I need to get the heat fixed in my car. That would probably be the first thing I'd do if I won the lottery. Isn't that just kind of sad?
*I don't know if y'all have heard about this, but you should surely check out The Zombie News Network. It'll slay you. But not before eating your brains.
*I figured out my class schedule for next semester. Nothing on main campus!! As long as I can get what I want, I'll have three online classes, and one at a satellite campus MUCH closer to work/home. SCORE!
*The someone I met is older than me. How much older, I'm not really sure. Probably about 10 years. I'm not sure how I feel about that.
*Dressing up as a cavewoman for Halloween is fun, if for no other reason than getting to beat people with a plastic club.
*I am completely uninterested in the holidays this year. If I could skip the rest of the year, actually, that'd be kind of wonderful.
*The biggest issue with dating a guy that much older than me? We're in different places. At 27 I'm not ready for anything serious (as evidenced by the fact that he's not the only man I've been seeing as of late).
*Ray Lamontagne has been singing me to sleep a lot lately. He's keeping me from losing my mind.
*I think the clock on my desk is losing time.
*My focus has been gone lately. I need my brain to come back to me.
*I have realized in the last few weeks just how many amazing people I have in my life.
*Most often I don't feel like I deserve them.
*I have blog comments I've been meaning to respond to but I just haven't had the heart for it. It's been easier to just shut myself off lately.
*I don't want to hurt him. And I have a feeling I'm going to. So is it better to just cut things off now, before we're any more involved? He's a great guy and we get along so well, and the chemistry is ridiculous. And if I was a few years older, it might be it. But should I really try to fit myself into a relationship that isn't what I want or need?
*If I could get a do-over on the last month of my life, I think that would solve 90% of the issues on my mind right now.
*If you have the power to reverse time, please contact me ASAP.
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